I gess nobody loves me...No one ever coments me. Am I really that boring. I dont leave entrys cuz people dont leave coments. But anyways im gitting my permit tomarrow. I really need a friend. like a dude. someone cool to hangout with and all of a sudden I feel really lonlie cuz my kinda grilfriend is leaveing for like to weeks and i dont wana tie her down or have to have her worry about me or stuff like that and i dont know what to do......Is it so hard to beleave our hearts are made to be broken by love? Chatting constant dieing lies of the beauty of it all but i chearish the fear of love that keeps you and me alive and I just wish that everything could be allright....for this one last time.

This is the coolest ever song ever...read it.....its really good........really.

This is what I brought you, This you can keep.

This is what I brought, You may forget me.

I promiced to departe, just promice one thing

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I brought you, This you can keep.

This is what I brought, You may forget me.

I promice you my heart, just promice to sing.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

whoaaaoooaaa

whoaaaoooaaa

whoaaaoooaaa

whoaoooooo

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

This is what I thought, I thought you needed me.

This is what I thought, so think me nieve.

I promiced you a heart you promiced to keep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

whoaaaoooaaa

whoaaaoooaaa

whoaaaoooaaa

whoaoooooo

Kiss my eyes and lay me toooooo sleep.....

*****

This is a nightmare and Ill just die romantic.

-jordan

Currently Listening decemberunderground By AFI Bleed Black see related

All girl are bitch's... except one that I really like.

Whom I cant go out with cuz I don't want her friend to be mad at her

And her friend happened to do something really fucking mean

But I don't care.

I'm still her friend

Even if she wants to play games

Cuz I'm not mean like that

this person didn't want me to like her her so she lied to me

And I though something bad happened to her when it didn't

But I'm still her friend

even if she doesn't wana be mine

and cuz I'm to stupid to learn from my mistakes that ive had the past two weeks by trusting people

bye

(sorry girl, your gonna have to try a lot harder than that)

Currently Listening The Art of Drowning By AFI see related

ILL BE JUST FINE PRETENDING IM NOT, IM FAR FROM LONLIE AND ITS ALL THAT I'VE GOT.

MAN!! Angela can talk. lol. i talked to that girl from like 2:45 to 4:30! Thats the longest ive talked to someone in a long time. She's pretty cool, and were gonna hang out with weekend before she has to go see her mom half way around the world..lol not really like ohio. lol But aleast im far from lonlie lol. I dont feel so unloved now. YAY! (sarcasiem). But I really feel bad cuz victores dad Mr.leon died, and its hard to beleave cuz he was heathly and was never really sick and hes soo cool. Every time I ever went to victores he talked about all the good times he and my grandpa had and allways teazed me about my blonde a hair and called me brittany lol. Well anyway. Anybody reading this needs to go leave victores site and leave him some coments cuz he really going threw a ruff time. well anyways im gonna go cuz my phone is ringing....like it ever doesnt.

byz-jordan

Read this quiz its cool

THE BASICS

Name: Jordan
Gender: Dude
Screen Name: astro_zombies92
Birthday: November 22, 1990
Race: White
Job: None
Status: idk
Hometown: Washington NC
Current Town: Pinetown NC
Parents Still Together?: No
Siblings: 2 lil bros
Pets: 4 dogs
Smoker: nope
Drinker: nope
Virgin?: maybe
Orientation: Straight
Drugs: nope

APPEARANCE

Hair Color: Dirty blond
Is It Dyed?: Yes
Eye Color: Green
Height: 6’2’’
Style: My own
Glasses/Contacts/None?: nope
Freckles: Idk maybe a few
Body Type: idk
Shoe Size: 14
Piercing: none
Want More?: nope
Tattoos?: Nope
Want More?: yup
Braces?: No
Overall Best Feature: my ravishing good looks (cough cough)
Overall Worst Feature: idk
Do you get most of your traits from mom or dad?: dad
LIKES/DISLIKES

Favorite Color: The first color I see when I get up
Worst Color: Cat turd brown and puke green
Favorite Number: 0
Favorite Animal: scorpion
Least Favorite Animal: cats…they suck ass
Favorite Flower: rose
Favorite Food: Pop tarts
Worst Food: idk
Favorite Junk Food: idk
Worst Junk Food: idk
Favorite Restaurant: The Chinese place
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Dakari ice
Favorite Candy: skittles
Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Bakardi mix
Favorite NON Alcoholic Drink: tea
Worst Alcoholic Drink: idk
Worst NON Alcoholic Drink: ginger ale
Favorite Genre of Music: anything rock or sounds like rock
Worst Genre: country, techno, nigger music
Favorite Band/Artist: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
Worst Band/Artist: A BAND WITH A NIGGER IN IT
Favorite Song: It was im not ok but now that i think about it stikwityou is my fav song
Worst Song: Songs that remind me of people
Favorite Radio Station: 99X
Favorite Book: I have no clue
Worst Book: Ones with no pictures in it
Favorite Type of Movie: Movies with lots of killing
Worst Type of Movie: Chick movies
Favorite Movie: Dawn of the dead
Worst Movie Ever: Idk right now
Favorite TV Show: Viva la bam, Jackass, wild boys
Worst TV Show: Laguna beach
Favorite Season of the Year: summer cuz girls are half naked
Worst Season: when its cold
Best Friend: Victore
Worst Enemy: Last person to piss me off
Favorite Day of the Week: Saturday
Least Favorite Day of the Week: Monday, Tuesday
Favorite Sport: SKATE BOARDING!! WOOT WOOT
Sport You Hate: Figure skating
One thing you cant get enough of: Girls
One thing you hate more than anything: Having my heart broke

LOVE LIFE

Are you in love with someone?:Yes I am

Are You Single?: Yes but I dont wana be
If not, who is your bf/gf?: I just said I was single
How Long Have You Been Together?: cant your read??
If You're Single, Do you Like It?: NO!!! I FUCKING HATE IT
Do You Have a Crush On Anyone Right Now?: Maybe
First Kiss: I cant rember
Ever Kiss in the Rain?: yup
In a Movie Theater?: yup
Underwater?: Probley
Only love?: .....A really nice girl I know and I dont wana say her name cuz I dont wana make anyone mad but she the only girl for me!!!!!
Have you ever Cheated on Anyone?: yup
Been Cheated on?: Yes
Used Someone?: No
Been used?: Yes
Ever Made out With Just a Friend?: yup
Ever Had Sex With Just a Friend?: No
Are You a Tease?: no
Do you Flirt a Lot?: Yes
Longest Relationship: 5 months yay!!
Shortest: 10 minuets
Have you Ever Gotten a Poem?: yes i have, from emily stutts.
Ever Get Flowers?: no
Sweetest Thing You've Ever Gotten: a kiss
Do you Like Valentine's Day or Sweetest Day?: ?????
Do you Believe in Love at First Sight?: yup
Do you Believe in "The One"?: YES
Do you Fall in Love Fast?: umhum
Are you a Player?: no
Would you ever Hook Up With Someone of the Same sex?: no
Have You ever Kissed 2 People in One Day?: yup
Kissed 2 People At One Time?: yup
Had Sex with 2 People in One day?: nope
Had sex with 2+ People at One Time?: Nope
Ever cried over someone of the opposite sex?: Yes
Ever Been Dumped?: Yes and I dont really care that I got dumped anymored cuz I still love her
Ever dumped someone?: Yes
Ever been rejected?: yes
Do you have a lot of ex's?: o yeah
Are you a slut?: lol shore am
Ever been called one?: all the time lol
Ever dated someone more than once?: yup
Do you ever make the first move?: sometimes
Double dates or single?: depends
Do you want to get married?: Yes

OPPOSITE SEX (what you're attracted to)

Hair Color: brown or blonde
Short or long?: long
Eye color?: dont matter
Style: non-slutty
Age: 13-16
Height: idk
Weight: average
Muscular or skinny?: skinny cuz I don’t want a girl that can kick my ass
Boxers or Briefs?: nothing at all
Do you care about looks?: not really

OTHER QUESTIONS

Can you drive?: Damn straight
Do you have a car?: A blue miata
Do you have a cell phone?: yes
Are you online a lot?: yeah
Do you like gay/bi people?: NO!!! Unless your a bi girl, then your pretty cool. If your hot, that is. I know, it's a guy thing.
Can you speak another language?: Yeah I speak squirrel
Do you do well in school?: yup
Do you collect anything?: nope
Have an obsession?: Yes
Do you hate yourself?: all the time
Ever smile for no reason?: yeah, people think your tarted
Talk to yourself?: yep
Do you have any regrets?: yes
Do you Believe in magic?: that a song
Do you support gay marriage?: NO!!!
Sex before marriage?: shure why not
Do you trust people easily?: no
Forgive easily?: yes
Do you have a secret no one knows?: YES(ask me what it is)
Do you get along with your parents?: depends
What about other people?: depends
How do you vent your anger?: music, drums, skateboard, hitting random objects
Do you like George Bush?: yes...kinda
Goal Before you die?: idk
Biggest Fear: Being alone
Beggest Weakness: girls
Do you play an instrument?: yes
What do you want to be when you grow up?: a vet

PERSONALITY TRAITS

Are you...
A bitch?: yes
A daydreamer?: yes
Shy?: depends
Talkative?: yup
Energetic?: yes
Happy?: no
Depressed?: chronically
Funny?: no
Slutty?: yep
Boring?: yes
Mean?: if you piss me off
Nice?: to people I like
Caring?: Yes
Confident?: sure
Friendly?: sometimes.
Smart?: eh...sure
Sarcastic?: hell yeah
Dependable?: depends
Quiet?: HELL NO
Weird?: Yes
Adaptable?: ???
Strong (emotionally)?: no
Strong (physically)?: a lil
Mature?: sometimes
Logical?: what does that mean??
Religious?: yeah
Modest?: nope
Indecisive?: yes
Sympathetic?: Yes
Polite?: depends
Creative?: yes
Fun to be around?: idk ask someone
Loveable?: no
Easily Amused?: hey look a penny
Outgoing?: yup
Daring?: yes
Clumsy?: yup
Nosy?: yes
Lazy?: sometimes
Scary?: yup
Optimistic?: no
Persuasive?: maybe
A good listener?: no
Curious?: yeah
Determined?: yes
Artistic?: yes
Respectful?: Maybe
Conceited?: no
Cocky?: sometimes
Controlling?: no
Playful?: Yes
Easygoing?: no
Carefree?: no
Hot Headed?: no
Serious?: no
Thoughtful?: sure
Considerate?: sure
Stubborn?: yes
Ambitious?: idk
Jealous?: yes
Insecure?: yes
Obsessive?: yes
Attentive?: yes
Helpful?: maybe
Punctual?: sure
Rational?: sometimes
Sincere?: idk
Tolerant?: no

                        love-jordan